Rejection

rejection is nothing to be sad of...
rejection are done in so many reasons,
yet rejection is nothing to make you
down and blue. instead be strong and
you do the same. rejection is
sometimes done by a person to protect
you, to make you stronger or just
plainly that person is afraid of you
or something that might happen. i have
been rejected once, i know how it
feels yet i said to my self "ok, i
will prove to you that you did me
wrong"...
accept rejection as it comes, you will
always be rejected in many ways but
something better will come after...

Alone and Flirting

On my solitary escapade, I found myself aloft, empty and alone. Earlier I asked Beverly if she's still in Baguio but sadly she's in Ilocos. Feeling secured, I traveled all by myself at exactly 5:00pm all the way up to Baguio. During my stay inside the bus I can't help but stare at people and notice on what they do. There's this fag with a long kinky hair, can't help looking at him coz he makes us feel like he's the prettiest thing on earth. Well that's his opinion which I cannot object. Another, a drunk man entered and sat beside a lady. As the bus continued running and their stereo continued playing songs, I caught the guy singing along with 4 Non Blondes' What's Going On. And I say Hey...What's going on? Funny how it seems. A drunk man singing trying to impress his seatmate while in fact the lady was annoyed. The bus was running I think at least 50 m/hr which was pretty lame. ;p

I ended up in Baguio at exactly 7:30 which really pissed me off. With my face looking like a serious bank manager, I immediately went to SM to get refreshed and to have my dinner. Walking pass through the guards, one of them mocked my Red jacket and Red Bag saying, "Happy Valentine's Sir!". I gave him a smile and later I found myself smiling to everyone I see. Smiling down the escalator, standing amidst the foodcourt, and walking to and fro looking for friends or acquaintances accidentally in SM but none seemed to appear. Suddenly reviewers from a certain review center almost dominated the mall. Carrying with them their fancy red file bag (with their review center printed on it) they walked pass people which I find ridiculous. They should be reviewing not gallivanting. Lol. I sat for a while, txted jojo if he's around and sadly he's not.

After eating my beef teriyaki meal, I proceeded to the grocery store for me to buy something which I can eat for breakfast. It is already closing time so I have to hurry. I picked up a Yakisoba Pancit Canton because the stupid pager kept on reminding (Ten ten ten ten, To our beloved customers blah blah blah blah, Thank you for shopping. Ten ten ten ten) us that they are already closing. (Actually I was the only one left roaming around their grocery aisle.;p) I lined up at the express counter; for customers with only one basket; which is a pretty short line then suddenly a lady came and made her way in front of me which I think was odd. Later she cleared that she was already there before I came in ("Kanina pa po ako nakapila, may binalikan lang po kami, sana wag po magagalit".). Confused (why say we when you're alone), I gave her a smile. I later found out that she has a son. A gorgeous, cute, taller by a little than me, in short my types. Hahaha!! He handed his mom a bottle of water then her mom instructed him to get something again. This time he LOOKED at me with grin in his face. Baffled as I was, I didn't noticed that the line moved and the Lady Cashier was talking to me. "Sir!Ikaw po ba yung last sa pila?Ikaw na po ang last na magbabayad.Pakisabi na lang po sa susunod na ikaw na yung last" which I heared unclear. Huh??What?? Then suddenly the lady in front of me, smiling, relayed it to me. "Ikaw na daw ang last na magbabayad. Wala ng susunod sayo". "Ahh...Thank you po..."

Her son came back empty handed telling her mom he didn't found what she's looking for. The line was slowly moving and he's right there in front of me, taking time to turn around and steal a glimpse of me (and smile), which was really flattering. Haha!! Everytime he does that, he makes me giggle (just inside of me). As what Myrle has termed, Nagkikigel. (Got from the muscle exercise called Kegel's Exercise).Haha! After paying, they left and I felt alone (but now happy) again. I left too after paying my bill. But as I approached the exit I saw them again walking slowly, enjoying the calmness and breeze of the evening. I walked pass through them making sure he saw me and I wished that it would not be the last time we get a glimpse at each other. Haha!!Flirt!!

Killing time.

This 6-6 plan duty is killing me. I really miss my blockmates. Y_Y

Blood Galore

Since our hospital slots were jeopardized by the school coordinator, we were advised to accompany some of our CI's to have an Operation Tuli (Circumcision) at Agoo, LaUnion. We all agreed to come because we are all amateurs when it comes to tuli and we may need at least two of it to fill in our blank minor cases. It started at 8:00 am and I assisted at first. Surely I got bored wiping those blood off of their dicks when I urged to tell Dr. Cariño if we students can perform circumcision ourselves and he said yes. I circumcised 10 boys and only 2 cases was given to me because that's the maximum amount you can get.
After that, our duty CI in Notre Dame told us that we already got a slot. First day was me and rhea. The surgeon was in, the staff was in and they're waiting for an instrument nurse. Since rhea has a less surgical case than me, I agreed to let her do the job. She scrubbed in and there she goes, in the OR theater. The white board indicates that the procedure will be a Rhinoplasty (with a silicone implant), but later on we learned that it was a nose lift. Haha!! Second case comes in and it's a Teeth Restoration with multiple extraction and it will be performed on a 3 year old child. Tsk tsk! Poor boy. Blood blood blood.
The second day, our CI told me to stay inside the OR because there's only two of us who's oriented, and let rhea go into the ER. There was a Liposuction scheduled at exactly 3:00 in the afternoon so I told my groupmates (who's not previously in the OR) to come earlier. Make it 2:30pm I told them. Since there was no time left to orient the 2 and the procedure is to be performed, I scrubbed in and be the instrument nurse again. While I was scrubbing, there was this cute (oh well I can't tell) staff nurse where I brushed elbows with. I put on my gown and voila! I am a ninja in a fish vendor's suit. Haha! The staff nurse entered just after I donned on my gown. All was set except the surgeon wasn't ready yet. Dr. Gene (The Surgeon) taking his time scrubbing, made us all sweaty with the aircon put on just a fan mode. This staff nurse suddenly went behind my back and wiped his forehead on my shoulder and by that, I was shocked! Aaaarrrgggghhhh!! I have to avenge myself but I can't! I want to wipe my forehead on his shoulder too! Haaaaaaayzz... Sadly, Dr. Gene came in and it was time for the operation to get started. He was making jokes like telling us he'd never seen such a big woman and sometimes he calls her BALYENA..lol (Literally the lady didn't fit into the OR table).She needs two OR tables, Dr. Gene joked. At first you can see the fats being sucked like a mayonnaise with tidbits of crackers plus the sound like plok, swooooof, plok plok as you can see the bottle being filled with it. Then there it is, the staff nurse did it again on my shoulder. Dude I envy you! I was yelling in my mind. Then she told one of my group mates to go behind my back and let me wipe my forehead on her shoulder. What the??Is it some kind of a joke??I let him wipe his sweaty big forehead on my shoulder and he will only let me wipe mine on my group mate's shoulder. Gad I hate that guy. Unfortunately, Cherry gave in to his idea. Uggghh!!How I wish I wiped it on his shoulder first.Haha!!Back to the procedure. The endpoint shows that a mixture of blood is being sucked out of that part. The once fat arms became a flabby skin hangin' below his shoulders.
After a grueling 5 hours of incision and suctioning, the procedure came to a stop. The staff nurses joked Dr. Gene that the procedure made them hungry they can eat a two family sized pizzas. That moment, Dr. gene asked one of the OR nurses to call Yellow cab and order two family sized pizzas. Hala!!He made us eat. I ate just one slice. The staff nurse which I am talking about ate 4 slices. Haha! Man, I realized he's gay. My gaydar worked again. lol.

P.S.
***sorry. Got no pics inside the OR. Just avoidin' being scrubbed out. =)
Blood blood blood.

Once again...

"Many complain of their looks but none of their brains."

-Yiddish Proverb


A simple quote if you look at it but the meaning is suffice.

Hooked

I realized that each day I turn on the computer the more hours was added I spent in front of it.ü
I can surf the internet at 12 hours straight.lol.Compared to a normal person who can only stay in front of a computer at a maximum of 3 hours and that I can say I am now addicted.

Suspect why am I surfing the internet all day? Simple. Friendster, Guys4Men, MySpace and Gunbound. Must have you think of porn? Uhhhmmm...Lol..Porn is all over cyberspace you idiot...How can I avoid them? At least I don't indulge in those video clips where coitus and moaning is all about. I go for flirting. Haha!!

Well actually this is my first entry so I got little things to say.

Oh yeah. One thing caught my attention is a movie entitled: "Black Snake Moan"

Take note, Samuel L. Jackson is a black man. Just let your enthusiastic mind do the thinking why is it entitled Black Snake Moan. Hahahaha!!